Battle

Morning sun peeks through the blinds
And the battle starts..
Battle with the mirror
concealing the scars,
a vain attempt to tame hair
“god why did u mess up, 
was it so difficult for you to create something pretty? ”
mirror: 1, me:0 ;
And the struggle is not yet over
Putting on a fake smile,
Not giving any signs of losing the previous battle,
trying to fit in, getting through another day without making a fool of mine
Still ending up in misery..
School:1, me:0;
Taking it all out on the only people who care
And then blaming them for not understanding..
Family:1, me:0;
Enough for the day! Cant fight anymore..
Lying on the bed , 
As they say it gets better down the road,
tomorrow is going to be a new day,
won’t lose tomorrow .
Sleep takes over
Sleep:1, me:0;
Sun peeks through the window and  it’s the same sun as it was yesterday..

Total no. of battles lost: 6799717973088856855
and still counting…

– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

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Barbie doll

 

As a kid, she wanted to be like her barbie doll. Having long hair, pretty eyes and hourglass figure was her dream.


She wished someday she will also find her prince charming who would take her away to a magical land where there is only flowers and no sorrows..


She grew up beautifully to steal a few hearts,
Now they see her as an object, a walking robot which can not dream or fly,


And her heart is torn apart by some evil king.


Here she lies on the floor like a broken doll, there is no such thing as magic she thought,

when she looked up her barbie staring back at her wide-eyed through the glass,


She wanted to be like her when she was small,
but she didn’t knew that she will also be played like a lifeless doll..

Its just the beginning

Have you guys watched that movie called ’17 again’? Well, it was a comedy movie, but there was a dialogue in it which had a very deep meaning and probably an important life lesson too. It goes like: “When you’re young everything feels like the end of the world. But it’s not; it’s just the beginning.”

An acne, bad-haircut, poor grades, fights, heartbreak and we think that our life is over. It is not worth living anymore..
Tomorrow when we step out of our comfy bubble, into the real world, the challenges get real too. Will we be ready for them??

Do you know how a butterfly learns to fly? At first, the caterpillar creates a cocoon around itself and then one day it struggles to get out from that cocoon, so that the fluid is passed to its wings and the butterfly will have strong wings. But if you try to save the caterpillar some struggle and help it to get out of its cocoon, it will never be able to fly, it will spend its life crawling. The butterfly is supposed to struggle, only then it can fly.

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When we will get older and wiser, the problems that we face today may look so small and even how we react to them now, may seem stupid to us later in life. So consider all the troubles we come across today, as the struggle that we are supposed to go through, so that we will have the strength to fly when the time arrives. Remember, its just the beginning!

– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

Changing equations..

The people around whom my whole world revolved once, are strangers today.
The people I once cried with, today even their smiles don’t reach their eyes.
The people who promised so much, forgot their vows.
The people who used to meet with warmth, seems so cold today..
Those with whom I used to see eye to eye on everything, today we can’t find any common grounds.

I guess this is how life is.. People are meant to change, equations are meant to differ.
Maybe I just wasn’t as ready as them, for this change and it took me some getting used to.
But what really surprised me was,

how surely they left, how effortlessly they adapted to it,
How easily they grew apart while i was still stuck finding the roots..

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– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

Flame

Dont let anyone assuage the burning flame inside you,
For that flame can show you light in the dark,
Can set the world on fire if it comes down to that.
Like the sun makes the stars disappear in the morning,
Your flame will also cover all the imperfections,
And just shine brightly on the outside..

– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

Barbie doll

As a kid, she wanted to be like her barbie doll. Having long hair, pretty eyes and hourglass figure was her dream.
She wished someday she will also find her prince charming who would take her away to a magical land where there is only flowers and no sorrows..
She grew up beautifully to steal a few hearts,
Now they see her as an object, a walking robot which can not dream or fly,
And her heart is torn apart by some evil king.
Here she lies on the floor like a broken doll, there is no such thing as magic she thought, when she looked up her barbie staring back at her wide-eyed through the glass,
She wanted to be like her when she was small,
but she didn’t knew that she will also be played like a lifeless doll..

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– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

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Sat up in the night with  heart pounding,
that thing on the wall kept hounding, 
It formed a silhouette so stark,  
drowning into the dark.

And then it occurs to me,
while I was looking for the dreams hidden in my eyes, my shadow was looking for me..

Raindrops

He looked at her with anticipation,
searched for himself in her eyes,
She had been hiding for ages, hiding behind a disguise..
The way the raindrops fall on earth, ending the wait of dry land,

Her heart too got drenched and,

there was no more holding back.

She fell as peacefully as the drops without breaking,

To see if he could ease out of her life the aching..

– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

Yet again…

Yet again…. 10 things I hate about you!

I hate it when you cry

Cos I want to be the reason behind your smile.

I hate it when you smoke,

Cos your life for me is not a joke.

I hate it when you know me more than myself,

Cos I wish I had that super- power,

I hate it when you are quiet,

Cos I want you to express, not cover.

I hate it when you pretend to be okay,

even when it is not all okay.

I hate it when you lie,

when you don’t believe I’m gonna standby..

I hate it when you flirt with hoes,

cos that’s not the guy I chose.

I hate to see you give up ,

as I want to see you fly.

I hate the thought that  you will give up on ‘Us’ someday,

when just  the thought of ‘Us’ makes my day, everyday.

I hate so much about you..

But the thing I hate the most is that I love you..

I love you more than words could describe, more than this pen could write..

PS I still hate you. 10 things i hate about you