Fainted memories!

You are still here, somewhere

in a part of the cerebellum,

Your love is still here, somewhere

in the corner of my heart,

The way you used to smirk, the way you used to tease,

The way you made me feel totally at ease.

Yes! It’s all still there somewhere in my memories…

How the days were blessed and nights were long,

How your voice soothed my ears like a dreamy song.

How just being with you made the pieces fall into place,

How you crushed me in your strong embrace.

Yes! It’s all still there somewhere in my memories, though not clear…

Waking up and sleeping in with smile on face,

The mere thought of you made my heart race.

Nothing else bothered when you were near,

No rules were meant to adhere.

Yes! It’s all still there somewhere in my memories, though not clear,

Even if they have now fainted, they are still very dear…

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– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

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Drowning..

Did you ever feel like you were drowning? 

That sinking feeling! 

It may not necessarily come when you are alone, 

It even haunts when you are surrounded by a bunch of people. 

Your head buzzing with all those noises,

But no voice brings you back to the SURFACE… 

Switch-off

I switched-off the button,
and all the feelings left.
They left as if they were never there.
They left without much fuss.
And I was proud,
I was proud to have such control over them.
They now reside in a grave deep buried,
Where there reach no daylight or soul of night.

Except for when they left, created a void in me,
Vacuum perhaps,
leaving me completely blank and numb.

Now everyone is either not good enough,
or too good.
Small or too tall.
Ugly or too handsome.
Imperfect or just too perfect.

Unwilling to move on.
Can’t bring the brain to switch-on the button again
But the heart, it still clinges onto you..

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– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

that Illness called Goodness

If you are good, no one will care to do things for you because they know you will still love them unconditionally and will still treat them well, because, that is what you always do..

They will never remember you in good times, but you will always give them a shoulder to cry on in their bad times, because, that is what you always do..

They will never know what you have been through, because you never speak about your pain as you are so busy comforting them, because, that is what you always do..

They think you can’t see through their tricks, but you actually are very well aware but still choose to overlook, because, that is what you always do..

Universal truths-

  • The person who gives alot ends up having nothing.
  • The person who forgives easily is always betrayed the most.
  • The person who always wish best for others, has worst luck.
  • The person with the brightest smile is also the one with the saddest heart.

– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

Changing equations..

The people around whom my whole world revolved once, are strangers today.
The people I once cried with, today even their smiles don’t reach their eyes.
The people who promised so much, forgot their vows.
The people who used to meet with warmth, seems so cold today..
Those with whom I used to see eye to eye on everything, today we can’t find any common grounds.

I guess this is how life is.. People are meant to change, equations are meant to differ.
Maybe I just wasn’t as ready as them, for this change and it took me some getting used to.
But what really surprised me was,

how surely they left, how effortlessly they adapted to it,
How easily they grew apart while i was still stuck finding the roots..

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– Gir!gettingthrough!ife

Fainted memories!

You are still here, somewhere
in a part of the cerebellum,

Your love is still here, somewhere
in the corner of my heart,

The way you used to smirk, the way you used to tease,
The way you made me feel totally at ease.
Yes! Its all still there somewhere in my memories..

How the days were blessed and nights were long,
How your voice soothed my ears like a dreamy song.
How just being with you made the pieces fall in place,
How you crushed me in your strong embrace.
Yes! Its all still there somewhere in my memories, though not clear..

Waking up and sleeping in with smile on face,
The mere thought of you made my heart race.
Nothing else bothered when you were near,
No rules were meant to adhere.

Yes! Its all still there somewhere in my memories, though not clear,
Even if they are now fainted, they are still very dear…
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– Gir!gettingthrough!ife